Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Whoooooots i finally watched sky of love just now!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wowowowowowowowowowo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~wowowowowowwowowowowowow
whoa!!!!!!!!wowowowowoiwowowowowowowowowowow.
i dont know what to say....soooooooo strange hahas.
yea i teared!!!i teared!!!i teared!!!Hahas shocked yea??
i hardly teared for romance show.
Okay fine..i only had my tears gushing out when the girl missed HIRO(died from cancer). so much that she wanted commit suicide.
OOHhmmyyGGOOD!!i imagined that as myself and wowow..i started sniffing here and there.
and when i found something wet dripping onto piano scores.....
it is the time i found out that tissue were all used up by me.
lols.JKJKJK!BUt the words on my Piano scores smergeT_Tso ugly.
You know the feeling...sooooo heartpain.
It feels really suffocating and HIRO IS THE NICEST GUY I EVER MET in the show.
And if i were the girl,i might have really commit suicide.
its like their love is soooooo deeeeeep that makes me sooooooo sweet.
^V^
ehhhh.....but the guy died ya i didnt cry cause i dont have that feeling.
i know i am heartless hahas.
but he is the nicest guy i ever saw in a show lurh.
WOnder these kind of guy exist??hahas.
arh~~~~i think gotta go find my mask..eye sooo swollen after crying from morning till now. hahas
I'll be the sky, & watch over you.
VinTage LOve.
8:16 PM
hello people.
i think i am giving up guitar.
my mum really dont intend to buy me one and let me learn it.
i dont wish to give up but what can i do??
She's my mum.i had to obey her.i cant be hiding behind her back to learn that.
i know she is disappointed in my result so yea i am really sorry.
i am disappointed in myself too so i guessed this is my retribution for not studying harder.
i know she had lose some faith in me as from the argument just now,i heard her blurt out something like this:
what for learning guitar,when i did so badly in my exam.
BAnd is already very laborious for me what am i still asking for.
Asking for more things to fail my exam??
she also said something true:
brain not good still want to learn guitar.
yea i wonder if i am plain stupid or what.study also can study until like that.
maybe i dont really deserved what i want then.
Giving up is the thing i can do now.
I am so envy of lisa when she told me that her parents will be buying either wii or guitar for her.
Of course i felt happy for her.Really..i meant it.
But for me,i am not that lucky.
so guys i shall stop bloggin about how much i want a guitar
this shall save you all from hearing this from me again.
Happy xDya happy.
okay my tears cant stop flowwing but i really had to say this.
i am guilty i am guilty i am guilty.
I think i had to really work so much so much harder then next year.
maybe i should listen to my mum...take up tuition.
(even though i dont think i should let this waste my time)
next two years are very very crucial to me.I had to do my parents proud.
maybe i had to put music behind..focus on my study
since my mum thinks that studies is better even though i think music is the path for me.
but i really had to say this...I am sorry sorry sorry sorry for million times.
i dont know what i can do to help salvage this.BUt saying sorry is all i could say.
wow.i think thats all gotta stop my tears from flowing..Daddy is coming home.
later he gonna see me crying ooooorhhhhhhhh scary hahasD
ARHhhhhh! shit...tears back again.hahs. i think its fun..it hasnt been so long since i teared.
I'll be the sky, & watch over you.
VinTage LOve.
5:24 PM
