Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I wonder whats happening to me.
okay i have talked to XX about it.and do not wish to rake this up again.
My results:
Maths:62/100
Chinese:74/100
English:
Paper1-37/60
Overall:
98/160(count that youself)
science:
McQ-26/30
Physics-20.5/35
Chem+Bio-23/35
Overall:70
I hope my Ca1,Sa can pull me to A1.
Geog:62.5/100(i dropped like shit)
I really have to get into 80th position.
I thought i have put in effort in this exam but see..See.SEE!!!!!!
And i realised that I have been hypotising and deceiving myself during revision.
I cant believe this is my result.
I thought at least i got a B3 for my English.a A1 for Geog.
Geog is alwasy one of the best,what had eventually happen to me.
So this is the result.I HAVE BEEN DECEIVING MYSELF.
i dont think i have anything to say.
So my instinct is right,i dont wish to go school,and i have avoiding what i should face.
So I have guessed that.
(if any have remember the reason why i do not with to go school)
I felt so lethargic to say anything either.
Everydday seems to be a possibility for me to get heart attack.
I DONT WISH TO GET INTO THIRRD CLASS,I DO NOT WANT TO FAIL MYSELF.
The worst score i got for all my subject throughout the 8 years.
I am left with LIt.Sorry but i felt that i am left with nothing now.
*maybe this is the consequences for deceiving myself all along*
TO Edward: Thanks for your BIG belated present.
i shall thanks all some other day.(even though my B'day's long over)
Thanks to xx encouragement,I will stop,try,make an effort and carry on.Hahs.
I'll be the sky, & watch over you.
VinTage LOve.
11:35 PM
♫说好的幸福呢♫
-Jay
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
I'll be the sky, & watch over you.
VinTage LOve.
11:27 PM
