Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I wonder whats happening to me.
okay i have talked to XX about it.and do not wish to rake this up again.
My results:
Maths:62/100
Chinese:74/100
English:
Paper1-37/60
Overall:
98/160(count that youself)
science:
McQ-26/30
Physics-20.5/35
Chem+Bio-23/35
Overall:70
I hope my Ca1,Sa can pull me to A1.
Geog:62.5/100(i dropped like shit)
I really have to get into 80th position.
I thought i have put in effort in this exam but see..See.SEE!!!!!!
And i realised that I have been hypotising and deceiving myself during revision.
I cant believe this is my result.
I thought at least i got a B3 for my English.a A1 for Geog.
Geog is alwasy one of the best,what had eventually happen to me.
So this is the result.I HAVE BEEN DECEIVING MYSELF.
i dont think i have anything to say.
So my instinct is right,i dont wish to go school,and i have avoiding what i should face.
So I have guessed that.
(if any have remember the reason why i do not with to go school)
I felt so lethargic to say anything either.
Everydday seems to be a possibility for me to get heart attack.
I DONT WISH TO GET INTO THIRRD CLASS,I DO NOT WANT TO FAIL MYSELF.
The worst score i got for all my subject throughout the 8 years.
I am left with LIt.Sorry but i felt that i am left with nothing now.
*maybe this is the consequences for deceiving myself all along*
TO Edward: Thanks for your BIG belated present.
i shall thanks all some other day.(even though my B'day's long over)
Thanks to xx encouragement,I will stop,try,make an effort and carry on.Hahs.
I'll be the sky, & watch over you.
VinTage LOve.
11:35 PM